Kayla

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 02:57:14 GMT

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.

Your date match profile:

Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Athletic
3. Sensual
4. Outgoing
5. Adventurous
6. Funny
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Big-Hearted
9. Practical
10. Romantic

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Athletic
2. Funny
3. Adventurous
4. Practical
5. Shy
6. Sensual
7. Big-Hearted
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Conservative
10. Romantic

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Wed, 09 Mar 2005 02:40:28 GMT

"these wonderful filling out thingathings"

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
a] ididntdoit73
b] lilimppapa
c] kdw88

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
a] how i get excited easily
b] im outgoing
c] i have a lot of self control

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
a] height
b] i dont do as well in school as id like to
c] my lack of athleticism

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
a] finish
b] english
c] german?

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
a] thunder
b] failure
c] death

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
a] apples w/ peanut butter.
b] chocolate mile
c] reese's..stick, cups, bites...but especially the eggs.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
a] victoria's secret pj pants
b] sports bra
c] i only have on 2 things :0

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
a] go to europe
b] get reallly good at pv
c] talk to my dad more

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
a] I have everthing

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/or same SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
a] eyes
b] funny
c] arms/back

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
a] snap
b] whistle
c] eat fish

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
a] internet
b] recently..painting/drawing lol
c] dirtbiking..snowboarding..wakeboarding..all not done as much as id like

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
a] snuggle with a boy in my bed ;)
b] eat ice cream
c] not have to do hw

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
a] sociologist
b] party planner
c] i want to be famous ha

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
a] italy
b] puerto rico
c] anywhere

three KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE:
a] riley..boy or girl
b] tyler..for a girl
c] tristen..girl

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
a] sky dive
b] travel all over the world
c] live for more then a year in another country

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 05:15:59 GMT

this weekend was really fun. i hung out w/ my friends fro the first time in quite a while and it was awesome. life is fucking crazy, not as much for me (although i do have my occasional break downs and bitchy moment) but for the people around me. It kinda makes me wonder which is the better way to "experience highschool" lol. anyway, from how i see it there are two main ways with many variations: the first one is the people that party every weekend, they drink and make huge scenes, smoke and brag about it at school, they act extremely sexual and always pubically and can realate anything to sex. i mean their lives look fun, they seem happy, i guess i was one of those people frosh year, and i was happy. If what you are looking for is attention then that sure is a great way to get it. but it also seems to ahve many flaws, the most important being the fact that then attention you are getting is not genuine, it is not because people like the person you are, or because people think of you with respect. It is because you do these things in the moment, with no thought of the results. I think that every person idolizes these people because they seem to have more fun. but i think the truth is that yeah, in the moment you will have a good time, but later on what's the result. personally i think it is a recipie for disaster because if evrytime you are in a social scene you play this role of a person who just doesnt care and partys it up you are losing ur true self. i mean sure every person has that as a part of them but every person also has other parts of them. if one eliminates all the other aspects of their personality and isolates the partying aspect, they forget who they are. and when that person realizes that they have basically lost themselves it will be a challenge to retrieve those other parts of thier personality. k i just got reallly bored of talking about this maybe i will finish it later. hope u guys had a good weekend too..later

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 02:40:51 GMT

You Are the Enthusiast

7

You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.

You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.

You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

What number are you?

coming home saturday!!

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 00:56:25 GMT

im coming back saturday now!!!....from here orinda seems pretty dead, no1 has updated or commented or anything...and being that lj is my only communication to home (the hotel computers wont let me download aim express) i feeel pretty out of it. i miss home a lot. mexico is cool but it gets old quick...drinking and partying and being hit on by mexicans is only entertaining for so long. happy thanks giving guys!!
see u all saturday..my plane lands and 5ish so maybe i will even be able to go out saturday. who knows...
kayla-

in mexico

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 00:49:09 GMT

hey guys!
im in mexico right now w. the fam. getting ready to go to the foam party...should be fun!
miss you all ;) <3. be back on sunday..later guys
kayla-

new entryyyy finally

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 04:20:06 GMT

this is for alan<3
hey guys!
so let's see...whats new w/ me. not much actually. volleyball is almost over and i cant wait. i am not looking forward to club at all and think i might just not play cause volleyball sucks so much. i realized the only reason i play is cause i usually ahve fun doing it (the reason why any1 plays a sport) but vball just isnt fun anymore. it sorta sucks, and i have gotten to the point where all i ever do is joke around. even when our coach is pissed for some reason or another and like making us run, i still laugh. he doenst like that. my ankle has been hurting for the last 2 weeks or so and i wraped it for a while but that was a pain. it got worse and today i went in to go see the trainer and she said it was prob a stress fracture. great. another injury. she said i should go get x rays..but i really just dont feel like it so im not ganna ha. the house we were in the process of buying fell though because of some sort of bug problems. kinda sucks but i like my house now, and that means i get to live in it for longer. im kinda excited for my sweet sixteen coming up in like 2 days not counting today but also not. it's weird having to plan two diffrent parties one for each side of my parents cause my mom and dad cant be in the same room together. but whatever guess i have to go with the flow. i want to go snowboarding reallly bad, but 1. i have no money,and 2. i have no friends to go with me. and i need a new board. but hopefully that will come in 2 days...we shall see. i'm excited to get my license but also really nervous for the test and how i will screw it up after. i think it's going to be really funny, cause i promise u right after i will get it i will have at least a few grls try to become my reallly good friend all of the suddon...wonder why. lol. other then the few things above not much else has changes. same boyfriend, same daily routine, and shit of that sort. no new drama lately..i have been doing a good job of avoiding that this year because there is enough already in my family lol. no1 is even ganna read all that so i might as well post some pictures. these are of halloween weekend and ecnad...which i thought sucked. i was pretty high and pretty drunk and the whole time i just walked around by myself watching all the grls obviously stumbling aaround and saying over and over..just loud enough so people could hear...omg i am soooo drunk. oh and my favorite was when a grl who u ahrdly ever talk to would stumble up to u then grab ur shoulders and be like i love u sooo much bla bla bla...lol goodtimes.
these pictures r big and i am too lazy to resize them so deal w. it

bitches bitches bitches

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 03:09:32 GMT

well hello there,
im bored and have nothing to do for basically the first time since school started. let's see whats new w/ me...i might be moving to moraga, my hand is better, sweet sixteen in a month (license). thats about it.
these are from quite a while ago but they bring back some good memories
A's game

saving room on the feild for us to all watch the fireworks..i like my method

i like this pic..dont kno why...:-)

on our way to a fun day on the dirtbikes

*sisters*

later that day

the legend..YODA..he is like 70 and still rides..he taught my dad how to ride

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 06:22:27 GMT

yay. tonight chris came over and watched one tree hill (oth) with me and it was fun. school is kinda hard, and i dont like to focus on it. being injured still sucks but if i get better fast i might play on thursday which i doubt will happen in which case i will be playing again next week. just in time for us to get our asses kicked my "omg vball is my life...campo". but the game this thursday is vs acalanes and home, everyone should def go, it will be a good game. im counting down till my birthday cause thats when this year will get even better...46 days. hmm nothing else is really new..im still wayy to lazy to upload my pics..as of now i have like 150+. if ur actually reading this..which u r probably not cause lj's w/out pics are lame. like omg. anywasy u should be pretty bored. but if u read it u r prob one of my better friends...and this is the time when ur like okay im wasting my time, and now ur ganna stop reading it even if u made it this far. im kinda bored right now but i have a lot of energy like so much, i cant stop moving. i kinda wnt to go on a run but im scared of the deer. my neighborhood is like infested w/ deer. soemtimes i have urges to go get my gun and shoot them, but i think after i would feel really bad. this is kinda cool cause no1 is actually ganna read this far down so i can say whatever i want. i like frosh girls. i think the r funny. they entertain me actually like i could just watch them..oh the memories. anyways i kinda also have an urge to go fishing right now. fishing is fun, cept i dont like to eat fish, i just like to put a metal hook through their mouth, make it so they cant breath, then hit their head really ahrd ona rock so they stop flopping aorund...somtimes ue evn get a little blood. hmm what else. i wnt to go snowboarding cept ina desert thatd be fun. i wnt to go bungee jumping, and skydiving. and i wnt to race cars. and dirtbikes, not streetbikes tho, altho i do wnt one. i decided what im ganna do with this entry. im ganna say what i wnt to do. k so all the stuff i said before and now...
go to austrailia
get into college
make a lot of money, and not spend it
get a really fast sports car
go to spain
go to italy
paris
london
work on a farm
go to a summer camp
be good at sports
get taller
collect bottles
go canooing in a river
go rock climbing
try wake skating
get new shoes
sleep on a bench in a park over night
sleep in a grave yard
get in a fight
jump off a chairlift
go to chillies and eat everything i order
go to the jungle again
ride the horses across from my house
go to race car driving school
get a puppy
meet a boy who i like
have a boyfriend
have sex
meet mary-kate and ashley/hang out w/ them
go to new york cause i ahve never been there
have a party
have some1 important think im smart
have kids
be a soccer mom...lol
be happy even when i dont have a boy
make my momma proud
do something crazy
have a good senior prank
be in the newspaper
get a trophy
learn how to whistle
learn how to snap
be able to look at the stars and pick out what's what
speak fluent spanish
mow a lawn
go on real world
have a really pretty princessy wedding
see people sumo wrestle
have a really good flour bomb war
go paint balling
water balloon the emo kids
get really mad and punch a hole in a wall
touch a squirelle
see a flying squirelle fly

i kno there is a lot more...but im kinda tired and im sitting here in my red booty shorts and a white tank top, and im finally losing some energy. my lfie is incredibly boreing, i was talking to andrew about it and he asked what's new and i like had nothing to say, cause every day i do the exact same thing. i want a change. so if u feel the same way..call me (even tho no1 will) and we can chill and do something that we wouldnt usually do. haha wow k goodnight
i bid thee farewell

peace

gay.

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 03:56:05 GMT

wow..havent updated in quite a while. since the last entry i guess u could say a lot of things have changed. we started school. volleyball started. i fucked up my hand. i pussy'ed out and got attached. i hung out with my dad for the first time since the drama. i made new friends. lost old ones. sophmore year is really diffrent for me actually. i feel a lot more mature, like i understand a lot more things. one thing is for sure im not ganna let myself make the stupid mistakes i did frosh year. i understand realtionships more. boys too. im not an idiot about stuff this year. im not ganna let myself get played (S.O.P). im not ganna take shit. gay. im tired of orinda. and im tired of being social. and im tired of girls. and im tired of boys. pictures will be coming soon.

bye.

Times Are a Changin'

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 09:01:17 GMT

<3MY GIRLS<3
KT

CAMI

ME

cami likes pictures and i like cami. here are cami's pictures...
<3

hmmm?

sex

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<3MY GIRLS<3
KT
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CAMI
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ME
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cami likes pictures and i like cami. here are cami's pictures...
<3
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hmmm?
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sex
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DSL's...i think so
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guess who?
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LATER THAT NIGHT...IN BLACK AND WHITE
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my pictures wont rotate, so turn ur head to the side then look at it...
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my lucky belt
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so hot
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CHilliEs...yum
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frosty chocolate milk shake..orgasmic
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supplies, variety
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hahaha
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what's this? maybe a little session of the BANANA GAME
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GONE TO THE BEACH
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NIGHT OUT WITH SOME OLD FRIENDS WHICH WILL BE MISSED :-(
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(turn head to the side now)
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(and again)
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thankx for checking out the lj..im outta here
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PEACE

its been a long time

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 08:22:26 GMT

hey guys. havent really posted in a while. so here is goes. summer is fun, weird things happen, new things happen. some good, some bad. everything happens for a reason. still waiting to find the reason certain things happened this summer and hoping other things that happened this summer will stay the same..even when summer ends.
here are some pictures...

::I <3 SUMMER SCHOOL::

i like to sleep on benches

study hard

so0o0o0o0o0o sExY (oliver..our smoke buddy from summer school)

so0o0o0o00o bored

sweet tat...hell of xhardcorex...this is what we did in summer school..all day, everyday..well this-and sleep.

wait....whats this?

i <3 cami

-------HaNgIng OuT con mis amigos-------
joel and peter..psh hottys

omg orgasm :-o

jonah...jonah...jonah

********4th of july bitches**********

Lake house.......

xtreme tubing...yes!

^^^^^^RANDOM PICTURES FROM A WHILE BACK^^^^^^^

CLASSIC

xsnowboardingx mother fucker

well i think that is all for now. thankx to my friends for making this summer fun.

see the movie the village and think about this
why is it human nature to fear the unknown, the diffrent. to conquer those fears you must remove them from your life..."kill them...(noah in the movie)". but that also means removing everything that is diffrent in this world...and everything that is unknown. is it nessacery to have those unknowns and those fears in this world? without them would their be some sort of void, some sort of empty space? why is it always the unknowns that we fear? why cant we just learn to accept them rather then question them to the point that we must eliminate them? this goes from anything to the monster u fear under ur bed when u r little...to even the goth kid at school, or maybe its that nerdy kid that never can say just the right things...maybe its yourself, or that girl who every1 including urself says is a bitch...but u ahve neevr even talked to her. what world would you want to leave in? one with the fears and the unknown or the opposite? stuff to think about..if u wnt to and if u can unerdstand that cause it is reallllly confusing.

i bid thee fairwell---
kayla-

comment please. they entertain me.

bored so i am adding this on 2 days later...

mood: gone
music: too much music goin around
-- Name: kayla
-- Nickname: schmalls, kay
-- Birth date: november 6, 1988
-- Birthplace: livermore
-- Current Location: orinda
-- Eye Color: green
-- Hair Color: blonde
-- Height: 4 11''
-- Righty or Lefty: righty

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: english and finish
-- The shoes you wore today: rainbows...the only shoes i ever wear
-- Your weakness: boys
-- Your fears: kidnapped
-- Your perfect pizza: peperoni
-- Goal you'd like to achieve:be smart..not piss people, not bad rep
LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: shiit im horny,and i should go for a run
-- Your bedtime: i usually hit the sack around 2ish
-- Your most missed memory: dirtbiking with my dad

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: either....
-- McDonald's or Burger King: bk
-- Single or group dates: dates..who has those geez
-- Adidas or Nike: addidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: uhhh nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: i like the swirly ones..but if its a milschake..chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: yuck...neither..hot chocolate please

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: what about it?
-- Cuss: meh
-- Sing: uh huh
-- Take a shower everyday: yes
-- Have a crush: yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: ...not to the point where i have said it to the person
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Like(d) high school: love it
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Believe in yourself: yes
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you're attractive: not really
-- Think you're a health freak: not at all
-- Get along with your parent(s): yes pretty well actually
-- Like thunderstorms: i love them...im scared of thunder
-- Play an instrument: bass a little....or i use to

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: .yes
-- Done a drug:yes
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date: i dont go on dates
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: the mini ones
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: yes
--Gone skinny-dipping: yes
-- Dyed your hair: yes
-- Stolen anything: nope

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: fuck yeah bitch
-- If so, was it mixed company: no lesbians here..kinda
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: who hasnt
-- Been caught "doing something": yes..so bad...later on..hair gel?
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: maybe but i liek to think i kicked his ass
-- Shoplifted: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 25
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 3 kids...riley, hayden, and charli
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: really fun...princessy, classic
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep, doing somthing i love or with someone i love
-- Where you want to go to college: USC/chico

-- What do you want to be when you grow up: attorny..or shrink..even tho i hate all their guts
-- What country would you most like to visit: italy/spain

LAYER NINE:
In a boy...
-- Best eye color? brown
-- Best hair color? brown
-- Short or long hair: longer
-- Height: 5 8"-5 10"
-- Best weight: doesnt matter
-- Best articles of clothing: less the better
-- Best first date location: dates suck...just hanging out anywhere, having fun, joking around
-- Best first kiss location: anywhere random...in front of people, goodnight kiss..whatever works

LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: 1? i dont get this question
-- # of people I could trust with my life: 0
-- # of CDs that I own: not many
-- # of piercings: 4 but soon to be like 9...after i turn 16
-- # of tattoos: none yet..but soon 1
-- # of scars on my body: uhh a lot, im torn up
-- # of things in my past that I regret: soooo many things but hey thats life..anf there r prob thing i am doing now which i will regret in a week or 2

im kyle's stalker...and now it on my lj

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 06:20:13 GMT

got this from kyle

Name/Nickname: KK, KD, or mostly just kayla...sometimes kmart
Birthplace?: livermore, Ca
Grade?: going into 10th
Favorite school subject?: history even tho it is hard
Least favorite school subject?: spanish
Favorite teacher?: Mrs Jones, middle school
Best grade point average?: 3.7
Worst grade point average?: 2.5
What are you labeled as, typically?: slut
Do you agree with it?: at the begining of frosh year..yes but now not at all
Why or why not?: cause i was a fag and did stupid stuff
Do you like yourself?: yes
Have You Ever...
hated yourself?: Yes
hated someone else?: only two people in my whole life
violently expressed your hate for yourself/someone else?: No
intentionally hurt yourself?: Yes
failed a class?: no
failed more than one class?: No
cried while getting a shot?: yes
cried for no reason at all?: yeah a lot
cried over a boyfriend/girlfriend?: mmmm a lot..boys r my weakness
said something profane to a parent/authority figure?: no
if so, was it VERY profane?: no
and what happened?: nothing
Watched something on TV just for to have something to discuss with peers?: yes
gotten your tongue stuck to ice/something cold?: yes...chairlift
listened to songs in a foreign language?: Yes
and tried to sing it?: Yeah
called someone a baka?: no
been called a baka?: No
and do you know what a baka is?: now i do cause of kyle but before no
eaten escargot?: nope
and enjoyed it?:nope
made a crude sexual joke?: maybe
been the subject of a crude sexual joke?: yes
had sex?: no
done some other type of sexual act?: Yes
if yes to either of the above, do you regret it?: No
slapped someone for asking questions like this?: no
Have you ever had a crush?: Yes
A serious crush?: Yes
Have you ever had a crush on a movie star?: Yes, hayden
Have you ever been in love?: dot dot dot
Like, seriously?:
Ever been engaged?: No
Married?: No
Divorced?: No
Are you a virgin?: yes
If not, how old were you when you lost your virginity?:
Is this kind of thing awkward for you to discuss?: no
Sex without love?: No
Love without sex?: yes
Have you broken up with someone you truly love(d)?: no
Or have they broken up with you?: no
Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
If not, do you want one?:
Is love very important to you?: yes very
Do you purposely spend time on your appearance to impress the opposite sex?:somewhat i guess
Does being in the arms of someone you love sound like a nice thought?: amazing thought
What about dying in their arms?: itb be a good plac to die..with ur loved ones
Have you ever felt truly desperate to find a new love?: no

Either/Or
Black or white?: black
Chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate
Sugar or spice?: sugar
Day or night?: Night
Hug or kiss?: both?
Pen or pencil?: pen
Mom or dad?: mom
Love or sex?: love
Sincerity or humor?: sincerity with humor or vissa versa
Intelligence or charisma?: both
Introverted or extroverted?: i dont know what those mean
Shy or not?: not, but shy in certain situation...u ahve to know me
Reality or fantasy?: reality
Video games or computer games?: video games
Lights on or lights off?: lights off
Coke or Pepsi?: coke
Pokemon or Yu-Gi-Oh?: pokemon
AIM or MSN?: AIM
IRC or java?: Java…IRC sucks in every way
Life or death?: Life
Religious or not?: not
Be Honest...
Have you ever told a secret you promised to keep?: Yes
Have you ever let a friend take the blame for YOUR mess-up?: no
Have you ever eaten something that fell on the floor?: Yes
Have you ever eaten someone else’s food?: Yes
Have you ever seriously contemplated/attempted suicide?: yes
Do you agree with your family's religious beliefs?: more like morals...we arnt relgious..well my whole families except my dads
Do you honestly believe that you're a good person?: somtimes
Have you ever planned a terrorist attack?: No
Has a terrorist ever planned to attack you?: No
Do you like cheese?: yes

do you go more by looks or personality: u ahve to be physically attracted to some1 to even get to know their personality with an open mind..and once u do if their personality is good it makes them soo much hotter
Ever kiss a friend: no, i didnt consider them a friend then but i guess i do now
Are you still friends: No, he doenst talk to me
Do you smoke: on occasion
Prefer beer or liquor: beer
WOULD YOU EVER
bungee jump: in a second
Skydive: Yes
Swim with dolphins: Yes
scuba dive: maybe, it freaks me out to be under water/have fish swimming all around u, dont know y....even snorkling freaks me out
Go rock climbing: Yes...its sweet
Change your religion: of course
Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no never
Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: never ever...u ahve to have some respect for ur self and ur friends
Lie to the police: depends
Run from the police: Yes
walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: yes
Fight someone you used to be really close with: yes

FRIENDS

Best friend(s): emilie nosal, kt....(girls dont like me), ari
Known the longest: ari
Wish you talked to more than you do: ari, kyle, chris basically the sophmore guys
How many friends do you think you have: not many
How many do you actually hang out with: i have none
Who drives you insane: my dad and another chic
Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: no

HAVE YOU EVER

Flashed someone: yes
Told the person you liked how you felt: always.
Gotten really REALLY wasted: Yes
Skateboarded: Yes
Skinny dipped: Yes
Stolen anything from a store: no
Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
Been to a concert: Yes
Been to another country: Yes
Talked back to an adult: yes
Given money to some homeless person: yes
Tried to kill yourself: ...
Cried to get out of trouble: No
Kissed a friend's brother/sister: yes

THE LAST THING

You ate: peporini hot pocket and bage bites
You drank: chocolate milk
The last place you went: kt's hosue
Last thing you bought: majorly...my camera/ a swimsuit
Last person you saw: katie
Last person you hugged: jonah
Last song you heard: the scotty song from eurotrip
YES OR NO

Do the voices talk only to you: No
Are you straight: Yes
Are you short: Yes
Do you own a hot pink shirt: Yes
Do you like Marilyn Manson: yes
Did you ever touch someone else's no-no spot: yes...wait what
Do you shop at Hot Topic: use to be the only place i shopped
Do you remember your dreams: somtimes..if its important/meand somthing i rember it
Can people read you like a book: not at all
Do you talk alot: sometimes..when i get excited about something/ am happy
Are you afraid of clowns: no
Can you drive: no
Are you an only child: No

hola

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 01:40:57 GMT

so someone left this post on my last entry adn i thought it was really nice and meaningful and that more people should see it.

hey kayla i don't really talk to u ever so this might seem weird.
i just read your reply to one of scott's latest posts, about the oil wrestling?
sweetie i understand that people seem judge you pretty harshly, and im really sorry for that, it sucks. and yah there are times where all of us (all of us and not just you) should be apologetic when things we considered fun turn out different than we expected. and i understand that maybe this has happened with u a lot this year?
but i'm looking at the pictures, and im reading your reply, and i'm thinking... why does this girl need to apologize? you had fun! it looked fun! i know who might have been mad at you and while i love _____ to death, i think people are being a bit rough on you...
people here are so quick to judge. i think maybe a lot of people need to take that self-righteous stick out of their asses and take a leaf out of your book. i wish a lot more people were as genuinely fun-loving as you are. that's an amazing quality to have, you're one of a kind, and please don't change just because some rich kids with an "i'm-so-much-better-than-you" attitude tell you so. i admire you for the way you are.
you'll be a sophomore next year, i'll be a senior, have a fun summer and do whatever you feel like.

thank you so much whoever wrote that, u made me feel so much better. i also have a lot of respect for you because you looked past the reputation i had..still have acording to some people. thankx

Anyways i havent made an actual entry in a while. NOW..i have a digital camera, so here are some pics of what i ahve been doing this summer....hopefully you will be able to see them cause last time i tried to post pics, they only work on my comp and no1 else could see them..uhoh.

bbq'ing at lizzies after the beach on the last day of school

sweet tat

waiting at sleepyhollow pool for the janitor to leave the school so we can have some oil wrestling...

end of the night...

in the end a sweet start to this summer, thankx chris u made it happen

next we have just a random..but fun night
we were ganna go to qzar, but got lost in the ghetto of concord..next thing we know there are mexi's all around us..no not in cars, walking or riding bikes, there were so many

after we escaped from the ghetto we some how ended up in pleasent hill, where we snuck into to catch a little of mean girls..we decided to leave there and went back to orinda..nations specifically to check out the xnationscenex. but to our surprise...there was no1 there, we were aloan. sooo........we found our selves at miramonte, on the pole vaulting pit..

we then found our way to the feild where we looked at the stars

i have some more pics of when jonah, laura, pete and i went to my lake house, i will get those up on the next entry...
hope you all are having a good summer!!

ps. one last thing, appreciate what you have when you have it, especially family, because everything can change in just a month or so.

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 20:24:56 GMT

hey guys!! so i got a camera and i have pictures and im in the process of posting them but it takes a really long time and i cant concentrate on doing all of them..so give me till tomorrow..!!!

!!!!!!

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 01:13:45 GMT

gUeSs WhO iS gEtTiNg a DiGiTal CaMeRa

if anyone has any suggestion on a semi good camera that is cheap, let me know!!

hmmmm

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 00:01:15 GMT

please please please do this
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

this weekend..

Mon, 31 May 2004 00:06:25 GMT

slumber parties= fun

whats wrong is everywhere

Sat, 29 May 2004 06:32:13 GMT

Dear
It's a lot
Like the way that we don't talk
Every day that I'm away, I will be there
In the parking lot with the drugs we bought
The hope I had, I haven't got a prayer
I haven't got a prayer
We're small and feeling used
You stare and stay confused
Don't say what we've become
And dear I promise you
A change is overdo
By the time that I arrive, I will be done

Whatever I do, whatever I say
To make you feel better
Every hour of every day
Oh it's all I ever

Here
It's about
The things you see when you figure out
What the hell is going on
And bury me beneath
The overpass and the empty streets
It's better when I'm gone
And when in the dark you say my name
I called you and you came
And it's more than I can bear
You're lost and left alone
And hope is never home
What's wrong is everywhere

Whatever I do, whatever I say
To make you feel better
Every hour of every day
Oh it's all I ever
Hand me your hope
Just stay together
And they're all down watching you drown
It's now or never

Ask me I'm sure I'll tell you how
Sing together now
And it leaves me
Ask her I'm sure she'll tell you more
Sing it like before
Believe me, believe me

Whatever I do, whatever I say
To make you feel better
Every hour of every day
Oh it's all I ever
Hand me your hope
Just stay together
And they're all down watching you drown
It's now or never

thats a hecka good song, i feel like it describes tonight. i went out w/ joel, andrew mercer, pete, pat tool, and caitlin, and it was fun but something was always on my mind, not that i was flat out thinking about it the whole time, but it was like sitting there in the back of my mind, still dont really know what is was. weird
im in a weird mood

im bored so i added this
What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?: goodtimes in tahoe
..rain?: yellow rain boots
..tornado?: minnesota
..summer love?: broken heart
..Jon?: hotty
..Mike?: kid from ll
..Shea?: construction worked who taught me acoustic 6 string bass
..banana?:masturbation
..dizzy?: voldka
..Laura?: sister
..Juan?: mexican
..car?: jeep
..white?: clean
..peppermint?: gum
..New Found Glory?: amazing
..placebo?: alwyas works
..orange juice?: yuck
..candid camera?:uhh okay
..sister?: laura
..brother?: none
..hate?: myself
..school?: is ass
..President?: is stupid
..football?: nice asses
..rap?: party
..pop?: girly
..rock?: classic
..punk?: get away
..sex?: please
..death?: it happens
..baby?: sooo cute
..duuude?: skateboard
..the end?: whooo hoo

hey hey!!

Mon, 17 May 2004 23:26:21 GMT

lovley afternoon, actually its a tad chilly, but yeah. anyways this past weekend was really fun and last week was awesome too. my mom is going crazy and my dad is in a trailor in arizona but hey, we wont go there. I cant wait for summer, every weekend that goes by its gets harder and harder to go to school on monday. today, my english teacher bitched at me, it was funny. i think that the teachers just as much as the students r crazed and wnt summer. I have my middle school reunion coming up..lol. i think it might actually be kinda fun to see what getting out of a tiny crap ass private school has done to people. One of my good friends that i have known since kindergarten has changed so much. At graduation almost a year ago she has never kissed a boy, smoke, or drank. She didnt dress skanky and was always so nice...she also was shy and never could stand up for herself tho. Recently i talked to her, and i was shocked. she changed so much, she is basically a slut, dont get me wrong, i love her, but she is. she fucks, she drinks, she smokes and she parties hecka but most importantly she stands up for herself... she is having fun though, so i guess i can respect it? i dont know, i guess what i am getting at is I look how much she changed, and i look at the good and bad trade off of how before she was just the innocent little girl who couldnt stand up for herself or say her opinion, and now she has no problem standing up for herself, it comes nautral for her and thats awesome, but i also have to look at all the other stuff that came with her new confidence. The thing that gets me tho is i cant decide when i liked this person that i have known for more then half my life better, either when she was hecka nice, but innocent, or slutty but with an actual personality...something to think about because im sure its not just my one friend who went through this when she went to highschool. It happens to every1 i think, and w/ frosh year almost over, i look back at how i was at the begining of the year, and for the life of me i cant understand what i was thinking. but now, after seeing other people go through the same thing, maybe i just wnted to fit in soo bad, that i went way out of control and went about it all the wrong ways..weird to think about. im looking forward to next year to see if the frosh grls keep the pattern going. i should go do hw, i gotta finish the year off well so i can have a sweet summer..even tho i already know it ganna be awesome. feel free to comment even if it has nothing to do w/ this entry..it gives me somthing to do.
peace bitches and hoes

Sun, 09 May 2004 23:21:24 GMT

2004-05-02 22:14 (link)
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(_) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(x) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(x) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(x) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(x) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(x) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(x) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(x) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(x) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(x) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(x) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(x) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE
(x) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(x) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FISTED AND/OR HAVE NEVER FISTED ANYONE
(x) I NEVER HAVE THROWN UP IN A BAR
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX AT WORK
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX WITH A SUPERVISOR
(x) I NEVER HAVE SLEPT WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON IN MY LIFE
(x) I NEVER HAVE EATEN SUSHI
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN SNOWBOARDING
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN HAPPY WITH MYSELF
(x) I NEVER HAVE BUNGEE JUMPED
(x) I NEVER HAVE GIVEN ORAL SEX TO SOMEONE WHILE THEY WERE DRIVING
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN A LIMO
(x} I NEVER HAD A ONE NIGHT STAND
(_) I NEVER HAVE GONE SKIING
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN TO A CLUB
(x) I NEVER HAVE CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND
(_) I NEVER TOOK A CAR FOR A JOY-RIDE

good weekend

Mon, 03 May 2004 00:56:53 GMT

This weekend was pretty awesome. Friday we uhh made some very good "memories" at orindawoods, and saturday i chilled and layed out in the sun and then went to matt's house, goodtimes. saturday night after matts the neighbor boy came over to keep me company for a while and we had some good chats. and today, sunday, was all hw..and a movie with my mom, 13 going on 30, sooo good, def buying the sound track to that one.

yeah so after what u just read i had orginally typed a shit load of stuff compaling/bitching bout shit..but then deleted it cause it sucked..we will just leave it at this weekend was hecka chill, and friday night was fun

whhoooohoooo

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 23:46:08 GMT

hey hey!!
im bored right now, and putting off my hw, continuing my tradition that i have made for myself of not doing shit this week and slacking. Im so tired of school, it feels like summer. when i get home i wnt to go out w/ friends, when i leave in the morning i dont want to be going to school. I also have a feeling this summer will be awesome, cause unlike last summer when i had just moved to orinda and didnt know any1, i actually know people this time. other then that, holy shit can u say that people at miramonte, although i love them, can not stop talking/gossiping. i swear the past few days when i walk aorund at lunch ALL i hear is oh yeah they broke up, or yeah they hooked up, or omg she is pregnant, or what a slut..look at what she is wearing, and oh my favorite..what the hell r u guys like bff now? Honestly..lol u have to be kidding me. Not that i havent been a part of this on going gossip, but i try to hold myself back most of the time, i mean come on, just mind ur own bussiness. People need to chill out. haha drew is ganna make fun of me for it but i swear its the weather, its so nice and sunny and its awesome, every1 should be so chill, but lately holy shit, so much pointless drama has been taking place. And i mean of course it is ganna happen if every person freaks/ spazes out about the smallest things, but see thats y people should just stay calm, stay out of other peoples lives, and realize that change does happen. couples break up, new hook ups form, friends come and go, you get closer with some, while u grow away from others. it happens. i guess i am also hecka frustrated about this cause i realize how much i keep the gossip going, i cant even count the number of times i have gone up to soem1 and been like oh did u hear bla bla bla. it soo stupid, and im done with contributing to the gossip that goes on at our school. Also this whole friend situation, people can have more then one good freind, it happens a lot, and people need to not freak when their friends hang out with other people, again the whole every1 needs to just chill. stuff doesnt always have to be drama. k im done with my ranting..haha. so last night was hecka fun, the neighbor boys and tom and scott came over and we had an oc partay...(its was missing some hecka cool people tho cause they couldnt come) but it was awesome and the dead leg war between the neighborhood..well two houses of it was started again...oh the bruises. stuff is pretty good right now for me, some things are changing hecka (friends) but im dealing with it. lets see what else, i got diagnosed with add, my new cell phone came in the mail (same #), the oc now stands for "out of control" (team work chucky, its all team work), and yeahhh....thats it. Piece of advice...have fun guys, dont make drama, its a lot harder to do then just having a good time and not worrying about stuff.
peace bitches and hoes---

feel free to comment....keeps me enteretained when i ahve nothing to do (happens a lot)

another entry...

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 01:01:41 GMT

so i havent really made an entry in a while, guess i have been a little busy. nothing really inspired me to write one so we will just see where this goes. my sister just started a lj now, whoa its all in the family. this past weekend was hecka fun....hung out w/ katie, jonah and andy like the hole weekend, and mostly watched movies..but heh no objections here (wink, wink). uhh yeah, school sucks, its like sunny and hot and i should be at a pool or at home or at the beach..but no im stuck having to deal w/ my bitch ass teachers. My mom told me today that im taking the test for ADD and she talked to her counselor about me (hmmm...) and that this guy thinks i have it. so yay, whats the next step from here, r they ganna put me on hecka meds...wow what do i have to look forward to, haha oh well im goin w/ the flow. lets see what else..stuf is overall pretty good, friends r good. its cool cause now im becoming better friends w/ people i was only kinda friend w/ before, and becoming close to people i never even really knew. its fun to get to know people, never stop..but year shit is good. counting down the days till summer. oh yeah and my cell spazed out so u cant call me on it for 3-7 days until they send me a new one fyi...lol. IM me later...(whoever can name where thats from, u r my god)
peace bitches and hoes---

funny night

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 03:56:31 GMT

this will be quite the funny entry, because tonight and the past few days have been quite funny. After thinking about everything in my past entrys, i realized i need to stop being all sad and depressed. i mean its cool to think about life and how it works and love and lust and friends and parents...but damn. there is time for thinking about it, and time for going out and having a good ass time. the two should be balanced, and in the past few weeks the over analyzing part has been dominating my life....not cool. i mean...im schmalls, i dont give a shit what people think, i have fun...(at any measures) and i dont sweat the schmall stuff. recently i havent been living up to that. i have realized that im a lot happier being that person. It took a few very good friends for me to relaize this, some more experienced then me, and some going through the same thing. so thankx kids..u came to my rescue when i needed you. So for now, its back to the good old days with off roading adventures, water baloon outings, DDR parties, hot tubs, movies (w/ joel who never shuts up, but i love him for that) and fun shit w/ the people i have the best time ever with. sooner or later, maybe there will be some boys...yes boys, in my life but for now, im ganna live it up w/ my friends, respect the parentals and fucking be a kid...well thats that
fuck u ho....im backk
love u guys <3

ps those 4th graders today at lunch...fucking good time boys...les play tag/ take me down and hit me in the face w/ frisbees again sometime